Hello future me!
I'm going to be updating you on a little thing thats been consuming my life in it's entirety.
Danny and I had our first real fight.
I don't exactly want to share what it was about, or the things we told each other, but lets just say he disrespected me horribly.
I was so angry and upset towards him that my palms and my face began to sweat. My hands shook so much that I could hardly control them.
My crush for him has completely vanished. (It wasn't really a crush to begin with, I just thought he was very handsome.)
I have no romantic interest in him whatsoever, but over the weeks I have been developing one for someone in real life.
His name is Alex. He is just a year older than me, has a deep voice, he is tall, sarcastic, funny, and has the same interests I do.
He seems like the perfect guy for me, and not only is Squitchy trying to get me together with him, but so is his sister.
I really like this guy, and I'm dying to get to know him better.
Whenever I think about him I get butterflies in my stomach, and I have been growing such a longing to see him during the week, because we can only see each other fridays.
He says stuff when he's texting like, "Lmao" and just typing that made my stomach flutter.